June 7, 2011

My Heart,My Soul..My Daughter

 

A little over 4 years ago...I found out i was pregnant..
Acutally found out August 27 2007..
Which happened to be my fathers birthday!
My feelings at first...Weiry,Terrifed....Unsure!!
I knew,her father wasnt ready to be a father..
Still isnt,besides the fact. he wanted me to have an abortion
Im totally against them..I told him,if he didnt want to be in (at the time didnt know the gender)|
But her life...to leave.He made the choice to stay..sadly isnt in her life anyways.

  On December 31st 2007*New Years Eve*
I went for my sonogram and found out i was having my amazing perfect 
little princess...I was so excited,I cried my little eyes out..
Though i was hoping for a boy..But I was excited..


We decided her name would be ..
Taylor Alexandria
Her dad came up with Taylor,and after i figured out where he came up with it,it def wouldnt of been her name.
His first job was working for the Taylors @ Taylors autobody..nice right?
Her middle name;Alexandria..comes from Alexander..
My Brothers first who passed away in a car accident in 2000
He was very much part of our family..
And i always said my first born would have his name some how..
Dusty fought with me because he didnt know alex...but he named her after his first job??


After 9 long months,of being sick..passing out.Doctors appointments etc..
My water broke at 11:00 pm May 25th 2008.
I can recall who was here(my mom,Kristen && Tiff) at the time.
Made our eventful trip to magee womens hospital..
 
[ I have better pictures of my belly,their on my desktop && i cant seem to find my jump drive]

After a loooooonnnngggg 13hrs..I had an emergency c-section..
22 friends & family waiting in the waiting room...
My aunt & cousins trips for KFC mashed potatoes & starbucks..
And millions of tears.......
There was my Amazing.Perfect.Georgeous Little Girl
Taylor Alexandria Pavtis
Weighing in at 5lbs 15oz 19 1/2 inches long!
Perfect!!

she was absoultely perfect with her beautiful blue eyes just staring at me 
It was def love at first site.
Becomming a mom was the very best thing that has happened to me.
It has its rough days and its ups & downs..
But i wouldnt trade any of it.
My heart <3
*Peanuts first bath*
First christmas eve 2008 @ Great Gramma Sallys

 
Christmas Day 2008                                                                        

New Years Eve watching Rudolfs Shiney New Year
Beautiful

Walmart trip nunnie & sarah
First Birthday May-2009
As you know from reading my blog my baby girl turned 3 last month.
Boy does time fly..
Shes potty trained,and can do so much on her own.
She's not my little baby girl that i can hold and craddle in my arms anymore =[
She'll be off to preschool next year....
How the years fly by....

But this is an intro to my life,the girl that holds my heart forever
Miss.Taylor Alexandria Pavtis/Stark







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