So its one of those nights again where i cant get him off my mind.

Im sorry i just miss him so much. And i feel selffish becoz i know so many people do.
But when i get like this...I feel like its my fault,i could of done something.
but noone knew the very last convo i had with him..I close my eyes..and i see the facebook chat open on roses 

laptop....and that was it..no goodbye..just a a love you dollface..and,then i remember seeing you..how i never in my life thought i would..but your in a better place,and ill see you soon.

I love you Jacob...whether i saw it then,or not..you loved me too..Im sorry =[

if your could be my only friend
I'd cherish all the time we spend
and though we're so infrequent now
our hearts dance somewhere anyhow
so many make our lives seem cheap
and in the end we all must sleep